WELL THIS IS IT!!!!I AM NOW HOMELESS...ME AND MY KIDS WILL BE OUT ON THE STREETS TOMORROW....I'M SITTING HERE IN PAIN CAUSE I'M AT A LOST FOR WORDS.I ALWAYS FIGURED THAT I'M A GOOD PERSON AND THAT EVIL COULDN'T COME MY WAY"I WAS SOOOOOOOOO WRONG"!!!!ON TOP OF THAT,MY FATHER OF MY YOUNGEST DAUGHTER,FOUND HIM A PLACE TO STAY,AND JUST LEFT HIS 9MON OLD BABY WITHOUT A HOME!!!!!SO NOW I'M SITTING HERE LOOKS AT MY EMPTY WALLS CAUSE I HAD TO TAKE MY PICTURES DOWN.LOOKING AT MY THINGS PERIOD CAUSE I CAN'T EVEN AFFORD A STORGE UNIT TO PUT IT IN SO TOMORROW I HAVE TO WATCH IT JUST GO ON THE STREETS.ONLY THING(FOR A MIN)IS THAT MY KIDS WON'T BE HERE TO SEE IT,BUT THEY WON'T HAVE A HOME TO COME TO...I FEEL LIKE A COMPLETE FAILURE AS A MOTHER AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY HAS GOD GIVEN ME THESE KIDS TO FAIL THEM SO BADLY???I'M QUESTIONING MY ABILITIES ALL AROUND.BUT NOW I SEE I CAN'T JUDGE PEOPLE WHO DRINK,OR SMOKE,OR KILL THEMSELVES CAUSE THIS WORLD IS SO EVIL!!!I HAVE BEEN A FAITHFUL TENTANT FOR SIX YRS.NEVER ME NOR MY KIDS GAVE THEM TROUBLE,AND THE FIRST TIME I CAN'T DO IT,THEY SAY TO HELL WITH YOU AND YOUR KIDS!!!(WONDER HOW THEY WOULD FEEL IF THE SHOE WAS ON THE OTHER FOOT)???ALL I CAN SAY IS BYE FOR NOW,PLEASE PRAY THAT ME AND MY KIDS FIND A HOME SOON????
LOUISIANA IS MESSED UP!!!!AS OF THIS COMING THURS.MYSELF & KIDS WILL BE HOMELESS CAUSE TWO ORGANIZATIONS RENAGED ON THERE PROMISE TO PAY RENT.I TRIED TO CALL SHELTERS OUT HERE TO SEE IF ME AND MY KIDS CAN GET IN,AND THEY TELL ME I CAN'T GET IN CAUSE MY SON IS TWELVE SO THAT IS CONSIDER A MAN AND HE WOULD HAVE TO GO IN THE MENS SHELTER!!!!"WHAT KIND OF B.S IS THAT"!?!?WHY WOULD I WANNA PUT MY TWELVE YR.OLD(MINOR)SON IN A SHELTER WITH A BUNCH OF GROWN MEN??HOW CAN THE "WORLD"IN GENERAL SAY THAT EIGHTEEN YOU ARE CONSIDER "LEGAL" BUT WHEN ITS TIME TO GO INTO A HOMELESS SHELTER, A TWELVE YR.OLD IS CONSIDER AN "ADULT"???CAN SOMEBODY PLEASE TRY AND HELP ME FIGURE THAT ONE OUT???NOW I REALLY DON'T HAVE A PLACE TO GO CAUSE I HAVE NO CAR ARE MONEY TO EVEN GO INTO A MOTEL.I HAVE NO FAMILY OUT HERE AND ON TOP OF THAT MY YOUNGEST IS JUST NINE MONTHS OLD!!SO WHAT DO YOU DO;GO INTO A SHELTER TAKE THE CHANCE AND PUT YOUR CHILD INTO THE MENS SHELTER ARE DO YOU JUST SIT UNDER A BRIDGE WITH YOUR NINE MONTH OLD BABY AND YOUR OTHER KIDS??WHAT DO YOU DO CAUSE AS OF RIGHT NOW I HAVE RAN OUT OF EVERY ANSWER POSSIBLE AND REALLY HAVE GIVEN UP HOPE CAUSE I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD SEE THE DAY WHERE I NEED ASSISTANCE AND I CAN'T RECIEVE A DIME BUT YOU GOT PEOPLE OUT HERE THATS GETTING OVER LEFT AND RIGHT ARE BETTER YET ITS NOT WHAT YOU KNOW BUT WHO YOU KNOW AND THATS JUST SAD!!!!WHAT HAS THE WORLD COME TO???I GUESS THIS IS WHAT THEY MEAN BY THE "END OF DAYS" CAUSE LOOK AT HOW SHELFISH THE WORLD HAS COME!!!!
WELL THIS IS MY LAST FEW DAYS TALKING TO EVERYONE CAUSE AS OF THIS WEDNESDAY,MY HOME WILL BE NO MORE!!!BUT I AM GOING THRU THE "CHAIN OF COMMANDS" CAUSE IF IT WASN'T FOR THESE "SO CALLED"ORGANIZATIONS SAYING THEY WOULD PAY MY RENT & LITTERALLY RENAGING ON THERE PROMISES,ME NOR MY KIDS WOULD BE IN THIS SITUATION.YOU READ THESE ORGANIZATIONS MOTOS SAY THAT "THEY DON'T WANT TO SEE FAMILIES GO HOMELESS" BUTIS A LIE!!!!BUT THATS OK,I WILL KEEP FIGHTING SO HOPEFULLY ME & MY KIDS WON'T BE WITHOUT A HOME FOR TO LONG CAUSE I ALREADY HAVE IN MY HEAD IF I HAVE TO GO TO THE MEDIA & EXPOSED EVERYONE FOR WHO THEY ARE SO FAMILIES LIKE MINES & ANYONE ELSE WHO HAS EXPERIENCED THIS WILL HOPEFULLY WON'T HAVE TO GO THRU THIS AGAIN.SO AGAIN IF YOU DON'T HERE FROM ME FOR A MINUTE IS CAUSE OF WHAT I'M GOING THRU,BUT HOPEFULLY I WON'T BE OUT TO LONG???STAY BLESSED EVERYONE!!!
JUST WHEN I THOUGHT THINGS COULDN'T GET WORSE,THEY DID.I WILL TRY TO MAKE THE STORY SHORT & SWEET.I WENT TO AN ORGANIZATION CALLED "HOPE MINISTERIES"BACK IN AUGUST TO GET RENTAL ASSISTANCE BECAUSE A PRIOR ORGANIZATION "OPTIONS FOUNDATION"ONLY DID MY RENT FOR JULY INSTEAD OF DOING THE THREE MONTHS LIKE THEY WERE SUPPOSE TO.ANY WHO BACK TO TO HOPE MINISTRIES,I WAS CALLING & CALLING TO SEE IF ANY OF MY RENTAL ASSISTANCE CAME THRU.SO I LITTERALLY HAD TO PLAY "DUMB" & CALLED TO INQUIRE HOW THIS ORGANIZATION WORKS.THE CASE WORKER TELLS ME I WAS SUPPOSE TO SIGN UP FOR A CLASS & THATS WHY I NEVER RECIEVED ASSISTANCE & THATS WHY ME & MY KIDS WILL BE HOMELESS BY MONDAY.SHE TELLS ME "SHE THOUGHT SHE TOLD ME",BUT MY STATEMENT TO HER WAS "WHY WOULD I LET ME & MY KIDS GO HOMELESS"???SO I DECIDED TO CALL HER SUPERVISOR TO SEE IF THEY CAN FIX WHAT THEY DONE,THE SUPERVISOR TELLS ME"I'M SORRY THERES NOTHING I CAN DO FOR YOU ARE YOUR KIDS"!!!!HOW I WISH RIGHT THEN & THERE I COULD SWITCH WITH THEM SO THEY COULD SEE & FEEL WHATS ITS LIKE TO BE CLOSE TO HOMELESSNESS WHEN YOUR YOUNGEST IS JUST 9MON.???BUT TO SUM EVERYTHING UP,I BELIEVE THE DEVIL IS TRUELY WALKING THE EARTH CAUSE I HAVE "NEVER"SEEN SO MUCH EVIL IN THIS WORLD.PEOPLE WANT TO HOLD THERE MONEY INSTEAD OF GIVING TO THE HOMELESS.I GUESS THE RICH FEEL GOOD WHEN THEY JUST GIVE ON CHRISTMAS???MAYBE THEY FEEL THAT THEY DID THERE "CIVIC DUTY"CAUSE ITS ONLY DONE ONCE A YEAR???I GUESS THE NUMBER ONE SIN THIS YEAR IS "GREED"?!?!SO I WONDER WHAT WILL BE THE SIN FOR 2012???(ENVY MAYBE)??ANY WHO TO THE FEW ANGLES FROM GOD OUT THERE,PRAY FOR ALL THE SINNERES CAUSE THEY NEED PRAYERS TO.WHO KNOWS MAYBE JUST MAYBE THE ANGEL OF SAINT.MICHAEL WILL COME DOWN FROM HEVEN TO SLAUGHTER ALL THE SNAKES AROUND THE WORLD.I KNOW MY STATEMENT MIGHT SOUND WEIRD OR OFF,BUT PLEASE FORGIVE ME CAUSE I HAVEN'T REALLY BEEN SLEEPING FOR THE PAST COUPLE OF WEEKS,AFTER ALL I WENT THRU I'M SURPRISED I CAN STILL TYPE OR HAVE SOME CLEAR THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD.STAY BLESSED EVERYONE!!!
LET ME REPHRASE MY WORDS:A FEW SECONDS AGO I SAID I JUST ABOUT GIVEN UP,WELL I DID GIVE UP CAUSE ITS REALLY,REALLY SAD THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE WITH THE MEANS TO HELP A FAMILY OR FAMILIES,BUT THEY ARE TO SELIFISH TO LEND A HELPING HAND.IF PEOPLE WOULD STOP USING THE "CRAB AFFECT"TO GET AHEAD,MAYBE THE WORLD IN GENERAL WILL BE A BETTER PLACE??IN CASE SOMEONE DOESN'T KNOW WHAT THE "CRAB AFFECT"IS ,IF YOU EVER SEEN LIVE CRABS,THEY CRAWL ON TOP OF EACH OTHER TO GET TO THE TOP.EVEN IF IT HURTS,THEY DON'T CARE & THATS THE WORLD & SOME PEOPLE IN GENERAL "THE CRAB AFFECT"
WELL!!!I JUST ABOUT GIVEN UP!!!I HAVE PRAYED,BEGGED,CRYED,& WENT TO EVERY ORGANIZATION POSSIBLE TO NO AVAIL.DUE TO NO HELP AROUND HERE THE EVICTION PROCESS STARTED TODAY SO IN A MATTER A DAYS,MYSELF & KIDS WILL BE HOMELESS!!!I'M @ THE POINT NOW I'M WONDERING IF GOD IS EVEN HEARING ME???BUT I DO KNOW ONE THING,THE DEVIL IS!!!I'M JUST @ A LOST FOR WORDS RIGHT NOW,SO I'M JUST GOING TO GO CAUSE I AM LITERALLY DONE!!!!!!!!!
Well todays the day......Since i didn't come up with my rent,ther are starting the eviction process..A couple of organization that i have gone thru that i called today for any kind of update on assistance one tells me that you need to join a class & they havr been holding my paper work since july & the other one i can't even get in touch with any more!I tell if i didn't have any bad luck,i wouldn't have any @ all!!!It sadens me to know that you work your for almost 20yrs,you helped people out numerous times without looking for anything,& now that the tables are turned,not one person you helped are organization steps up to help you!!I see now why peoples trust in anything is the way it is cause now i myself has turned a sour stomach towards alot of organizations as well as people.Its a bitter sweet situation cause now i am put in the position to who to trust and not trust???Do you trust anyone @ this point cause nobodies word is there bond any more!!!I pray that if & when i do get out of this situation to never put my kids thru this again!Back in 2000 i was homeless cause the father of my kids decided to take my money & buy drugs & be with other woman.At that time i had a 1yr old son & i was pregnant with my daughter.Can you imangine being homeless in the middle of winter sleeping in an abondon house??Thats what i did & as soon as i saw my window open,i went thru it & never looked backed!!!Now i'm facing eviction because of the economy & again i'm reliving the yr.2000 except now i have five kids & winter is approaching!!!I made a promise to evryone of my children to "NEVER"have the homeless & to "ALWAYS" protect them!!!I feel like such a failure cause everday i have to look @ them knowing i let them down as there mother,knowing that one day we will be sitting outside not cause we want to but we have to!!!I know that there is somebody out there,that might be able to help,but either they don't want to are that they been burned by so many people that they don't know what are who to believe.But i assure you that all my information is true,& if i could scan every eviction notice i have & post it i would,but this computer is not as modern as some & i don't have a webcam.God knows my heart & He knows that i would "NEVER"put myself are my kids in a position to harm are hurt them,but now to be put thru this again,i often ask myself:Why would ther good Lord Bless me with five beautiful kids,if He knew i would be in the same situation again like i was 11 yrs.ago??Well i let off enough steam(for now),i thank everyone for the kind words & i will hold every thought & blessing close to me!!If there is anyone out there in my situation are worse,i will pray for y'all everyday,& all i can tell y'all is to "KEEP YOUR HEADS UP"cause you are already down so all you can do is climb back up!!Stay Blessed Everyone!!!
Hello cyberland!!!I just finished reading my posts & someone left a very disturbing message on my page.To sum it up,this "person"basically is saying that i put myself in this situation & getting myself and kids evictied might be the best thing for us & "HOPE"is what put me in this situation.To say that to someone,is basically saying that to everyone out here who is jobless,facing eviction,are homeless that we "ASKED"for this.Everyday people doctors,lawyers,etc.are loosing there jobs due to the economy & to say i basically asked for this is an insult to me cause i don't think nobody out here asked to loose there jobs and have there families on the streets.Peolpe are litterally rubbing nickels together to get by in this world.But is people like him who is going to have to go thru the "STRUGGLE" like we are out here doing.To me it was rude,and insulting to say something like that to someone who is down on there luck.But at the end i stated to that person "GOD DON'T LIKE UGLY"cause if you can't offer a prayer are some uplifting words,then you need not be on this website!!!(PERIOD)....There are alot of people struggling and hurting like myself & none of us out there in cyberland needs such a "NEGITIVE"force around them..Stay Blessed Everyone & i look foreward to "ANY"prayers are words of wisdom!!!
Iam an honest person making an honest plea for help!I was fortunate that my landlady gave me till monday to come up with $1800.00 are else me and my kids would be homeless.Iam a single,unemployed mother of five children.I have contacted every organization I can think of for help,but to no avail.Iam desperate and would like to make a humble plea for help.I have a PayPal account under m.price2378@yahoo.com.I would be grateful for the smallest donation to put me one step closer to avoid being homeless.I am looking for work and making every effort to help myself.Things are hard,and i hate being in the position to beg for help.Even if you can't offer a monetary donation,I welcome any suggestions since I have run out of options.Thank You in advance for your support!!God Bless
Hello again out here in cyberland!!Well todays the day,if i don't have $1800.00 to give to my landlady by 5:30pm today,the eviction process will start monday & we will probably be homeless before the week is out!!!These are probably be my last couple of days wriiting everyone,but to everyone out there,God Bless & know that i tried my hardest to not have me & my kids homeless!!!!
hello out there!!!well i'm just counting down my days before me and my kids are out on the street which is in two days.i have been listening to people over here telling me that "its ok and things will get better".,but i can't lie when they said that to me,i asked them"how would you know"??and then they don't understand where all the anger is coming from and i had to tell them that in the last two are three months it's be a spiral of bad events.i lost my job,lost two of my kids,will be homeless in two days,and will possibably loose my other kids to the state.so tell me how i should feel???so if my "anger"is what they call it is coming out,these are the reasons and as far as i'm concern if you haven't walked in my shoes,you don't know how i feel!!!i'm not saying they have never struggled are fell on hard timed,but so far i never saw them homeless,never saw them loose there kids,and never saw them face the possibility of loosing everything they ever worked so hard for.i know that what goes on behind closed doors is there business,but my business is out there for my family and(so called)friends to see and no one has said to me"let me help you".i have helped so many of my family members,and friends and right now i can't find not one of them to help out.now i know the saying is true you find out who is down for you when your down in the dumps!!!i'm sorry to vent like this but i'm tired and i feel betrayed by so many people cause nobody wants to answer there phone to help me out,but have the nerve to tell me how i should feel.it's so wrong that people are only out for themselves but when they are down,they make you feel like its your "obligation"to help them!!!so now i'm at the point where i'm just done cause i have begged,pleeded,and cry and my tears are all dried up.i even beeged and pleeded with strangers and still know help!!!i know the good Lord is watching over us and again if you haven't been in my shoes,its hard to say you understand.for all the people out there who have given "GREAT"words of wisdom,prayers,and inspiration thanks and please keep it coming cause right now i really,really,really do need it and again if theres anyone that will be willing to help me,i thank you in advance!!!God Bless and again i'm sorry to be venting like this,but i'm just tired,in pain and misarable!!!
WELL ITS OFFICIAL!!!!ME & MY KIDS WILL BE HOMELESS FRIDAY......I BEGGED, PLEADED,& I'M STILL PRAYING SO I HOPE & PRAY SOMEONE HEARS MY PLEA SOON??I WILL WRITE TILL THE END,SO IF I COME UP MISSING EVERYONE KNOWS WHY....STAY BLESSED EVERYONE!!!!
I'M SITTING HERE WITH MY BABY TRYING TO HOLD BACK THE TEARS BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE SUCH A FAILURE AS A MOTHER.TO KNOW THAT I CAN'T DO MY JOB AND TO HAVE THE STATE TAKE MY KIDS FROM ME IS SCARY.TWO OF MY KIDS WERE ALREADY TAKEN FROM ME BY THE COURTS BECAUSE THEY FELT THERE FATHER WAS BETTER FIT.TO LOOK AT MY OTHER THREE KIDS AND NOT KNOW IF THAT KEY WILL UNLOCK THAT DOOR IS FRIGHTENING.ALL SUPPORT GROUPS,ORGANIZATIONS,CHURCHES DON'T HAVE ANYTHING AND EVERY RESOURCE THAT I THOUGHT COULD LEND ASSISTANCE,ARE NOT IN THE POSITION TO DO SO...I'VE BEGGED,PLEEDED,AND CRY AND STILL NO HELP.AGAIN IF THERE IS ANYBODY OUT THERE THAT HAS A HEART AND CAN HEAR MY PAIN AND SUFFERING THRU THIS LETTER,PLEASE I'M BEGGING YOU DON'T LET MY BABIES GO HOMELESS!!!GOD BLESS
TODAY IS MONDAY AND I'M ONE FOOT OUT THE DOOR!!!I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH TIME I HAVE NOR DO I KNOW IF I WILL BE IN THE SAME PLACE??BUT PLEASE PRAY THAT SOMETHING COMES THRU FINANCIALLY SO I CAN KEEP MY HOME FOR ME AND MY KIDS..I THANK EVERYONE FOR THERE PRAYERS,AND UNLESS SOMETHING COMES THRU SOON,THESE MIGHT BE MY LAST COUPLE OF DAYS TALKING TO EVERYONE!!STAY BLESSED EVERYONE!!
HELLO AGAIN IN CYBERLAND!!!!I WANT EVERYONE WHO SEES THIS MESSAGE TO PRAY FOR ME AND MY KIDS BECAUSE I AM TWO MONTHS BEHIND ON RENT AND DON'T HAVE NO KIND OF WAY TO PAY PARTICAL ARE ALL BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN UNEMPLOYED SINCE JULY OF THIS YEAR.I ALREADY LOST TWO OF MY KIDS TO THERE FATHER BECAUSE THE COURTS FELT HE WAS BETTER OFF FINANCIALLY AND I'M AFRAID I WILL LOOSE MY OTHER THREE TO THE STATE.I'M NOT A PERSON TO "BEG",BUT I'M BEGGING AND PLEADING NOW,IF ANYBODY CAN OFFER FINANCIALLY ASSISTANCE,PLEASE,PLEASE,PLEASE, HELP OUT!!!!IF I DON'T KEEP MY HOME I LOOSE MY KIDS AND I KNOW THE FATHER OF THE OTHER TWO DEFINETLY WON'T LET ME SEE THEM!!!PLEASE HELP!!!THANKS AND GOD BLESS!!!
Hello again!!It's the weekend and i still don't have any answers as to how i will get me and my family out of this hole that i put us in.The more days that go by,the more i feel like such a failure as a mother because i can't provide for my kids.I never was a rich person,but it was always my goal as a mother to provide for my kids'now that i can't and asking for help'people are turning there heads and walking away from me.But these are the times you find out who your "true friends"are when you are down and out.But i'm asking again,if there is anybody that can lend financial assistance because i don't want to lose my three kids to the state.I already lost two because the courts felt there father was better off financially.Iam truely scared and i don't know what else to do???Please,please,please someone out there help me save my home so i can keep my three kids and get my other two kids back!!!Thank You and God Bless!!!
HI AGAIN PEOPLE OUT THERE IN CYBERLAND!!TODAY WAS A STRESSFUL DAY FOR ME BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I DIDN'T GET ANYTHING ACCOMPLISED AND I STILL HIT BRICK WALLS AS FAR AS ASSISTANCE FOR RENT AS WELL AS JOB HUNTING!!I HIT EVERY WEB SITE IN BATON ROUGE AND MADE A TON OF PHONE CALLS,AND STILL NOTHING!!I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH TIME I HAVE LEFT BECAUSE I KNOW MY DAYS ARE NUMBERED AND I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE A ROOF OVER MY KIDS HEAD FOR THE HOLIDAYS AND I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE MOM MY KIDS KNOW I CAN BE BECAUSE RIGHT NOW I FEEL LIKE A COMPLETE FAILURE AS A MOTHER BECAUSE MY JOB IS TO PROTECT THEM NOT HURT THEM!!IF ANYBODY KNOWS OF ANY ASSISTANCE THAT I'M NOT AREA OF,PLEASE LET ME KNOW!!THANKS AND GOD BLESS!!
GOOD AM OUT THERE IN CYBERLAND!!I HOPE AND PRAY EVERYONE'S DAY GOES GOOD!!I NEED ANYONE OUT HERE WHO SEE THESE WORDS TO PRAY FOR ME AND MY KIDS BECAUSE WE ARE ONE STEP OUT OF THE DOOR AND CAN BE HOMELESS AT ANY TIME ARE DAY.I AM TRUELY SCARED NOT JUST FOR MYSELF BUT FORE MY KIDS BECAUSE THEY DON'T DESERVE THIS AND I FEEL I LET THEM DOWN AS THERE MOTHER.IF THERE IS ANYBODY THAT CAN CONTRIBUTE ANY FININCIAL ASSISTANCE SO I CAN KEEP THIR ROOF OVER THERE HEAD,PLEASE,PLEASE,PLEASE LET ME KNOW..THANK YOU IN ADVANCE AND GOD BLESS!!!
HI ANGELBABYYY33!I WAS READING YOUR INFO.AND YOUR SITUATION SONDS JUST LIKE MINES.I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT ALONE AND IF YOU WANT TO CHAT,HIT ME UP @CATEYES.......I LOOK FOREWARD TO HEARING FROM YOU!!!
